Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts

Thursday, May 28, 2009

i can't sleep.. T_T

I can't sleep because I'm sad but I'm sad because I can't sleep.
waaaaaaah goodluck na lang sa paggising/pagpasok ko maya! e pano ko magigising kung gising pa ko ngaun,, hay...

oki un lng.. *will be trying to sleep again*

Friday, August 08, 2008

3rd Year at MTI

Casts:

E06 Batch 9 (mga sumecelebrate)
Manuel, Vince, Sheila, Eisen, Seph, Camille, Jong, Tmar and Charles

Guests
Red (Seph’s gf), Dianne (Charles’ gf), (Glai, Jong’s gf), Kuting and Aicah

Anniversary Actual Date: August 9, 2005

Celebration
We had our dinner at Masas, Greenbelt 2. Eisen had already made a reservation beforehand so we don’t have to worry where to dine since its Friday night. For the past few days since Manuel had invited as to have this dinner, instantly it became a ‘much-awaited-event’ to everyone. I mean sa ibang officemates namen. Parang mas excited pa sila. I remember someone told me, ‘Oh san na kayo sa Friday?!’ and I replied, ‘huh? Baket anong meron sa Friday?’ Then I remembered, ‘ah ung anniv chuva namen, at talagang alam mo ha’. At marami pang iba, asking the details of this ‘get-together’. And before the dinner, I received a text message, ‘Enjoy ur E06 reunion’. Ayos! Parang may something na mangyayari naman.hehe Maybe the people around us has always this question in their minds ‘Anong nangyari sa inyo?’ During our first year at MTI, we as E06 was tagged as the most bonded batch. Pano ba naman parang hindi mapaghihiwalay. From lunch to uwian magkakasama, pati sa mga gimikan na napunta pati sa mga outings. Almost every month ata nun may outing kame. But now I think we are disbanded. Sad but true. So with this get-together thing kaya siguro parang naging ‘event’ sa iba kasi lalabas kame as a group again na hindi na madalas mangyari.

During the dinner, we ordered lots of foods. Weeh!! Sarap nung Binot, isa sa mga best appetizer ng Masas. Pero ung Laing nila hindi masarap. And for me na lage nakakakain nun dahil specialty un ng Dade ko masasabing kong masarap na di hamak talaga un luto ng Dade ko. ^_^ Anyway the rest of the food are good, lalo na ung kakaibang luto nila sa Adobo na may nakahiwalay na sauce.


It’s time for Cocktail Drinking!
After satisfying our tummies with lots of food, cempre hindi matatapos ang gabi na hindi iinom. Ayos parang mga manginginom lang talaga. Pero hindi naman inom para magpakalasing.hehe We ordered a liter of frozen dalandan margarita and a liter of zombie frozen. Mas gusto ko ung zombie nila! ^_^ Then dumating na din sila Kuting at Aics galing sila Flap Jacks, katabi lang naman un so inaya na namen sila na pumunta na din samen. Kaya nag-order pa kame ng another liter nun zombie, naka tatlong liters ata kame nun lahat lahat. ^_^


Second Thoughts
I had second thoughts of joining this dinner. Actually hindi nga second thought ayaw ko na talaga. Wala naman inarte lang.hehe joke. But since Manuel asked us for this, before siya mag-invite sa lahat so we told him, ‘ok sige’. Anyway its our 3rd year pa rin naman talaga kahit anong mangyari.. wah 3 years na tayong nagpapaalipin sa MTI kasama pati training days.hehe Hindi sa nagpapaimportante or whatever, I have my reasons at alam nyo na un. Minsan naisip ko, ano nga ba ang naging cause ng lahat? Siguro ganito lang, lesson learned: DO NOT EXPECT YOUR EFFORTS TO BE APPRECIATED. Sad lang talaga. Sad lalo pag nakikita mo ung dalawang tao na close sayo ay hindi na nag-uusap tapos nasa isang lugar lang naman kayo. Tapos on your part ayaw mo magtake ng side. You feel the need to act pero nagiging biased ka na kasi mas naririnig mo yung side ng isa. Nawawalan ka na rin ng paki sa isa kasi naman keber! Pero hindi ko din naman mabiblame ang sarili ko dahil alam ko kung gano ako nagreach out para maayos pa sana ang lahat. Siguro tama na yun, nagiging one-sided lang kasi ang dating. On our part, we try to understand and give the other party the benefit of the doubt. Pero sana may nakukuha kang respond db? Oo sige we have this reasoning na ‘Hindi naten kelangan iexplain ang sarili naten sa iba dahil alam mong wala kang ginagawang masama’. Pero hello?!!! Try mong tumingin sa paligid mo at malalaman mong naaapektuhan ang mga taong malalapit sayo worst nawawala na sila sayo.

The trait of remaining calm and seeming not to care was not good at all times. Even the people closest to you will get tired lalo na pagnapifeel nila na pinupush mo sila papalayo dahil nga you seem not to care. Minsan hindi lageng kelangan pakiramdaman lang dapat talaga nag-uusap.


P.S.
Muntik na talaga akong mabugnot dahil pagbalik ko galing CR ung fon ko nawawala sa table, pinabantay ko kay Cams pero hindi nya pala narinig. So ayun kala ko ginugudtym lng ako ni Cams at tinago lang nya, so kampante pa ko. Then hindi nga sya ang nagtago. Tinanong ko si Seph hindi daw sya.. and then nakikita na siguro nilang hindi na ko natutuwa, ayun si Eisen pala ang nagtago, nilabas na nya. Hay pasaway ka Eisen! Pakialaman nyo na lahat wag lang ang fon ko!!! ^_^

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Goodbye W710i, Hello W910i




Goodbye na my violy.... mamimiss kita






..... and hello W910i, sana wag mo ko iwan agad ha... nakakaparning ang mawalan ng fon...






next time ko nlng kwento ang detalye..antok na ko ^_^

Thursday, May 29, 2008

overflow

A while ago this is me...

hayyysstt I need a break


Friday, May 23, 2008

People live and people die, and someday someone will have to say goodbye

*sigh* i got two sad news today: (i mean yesterday, panibagong araw na pala ngaun.hehe)

First, I got a text message from a college friend that her older sister died this morning, a cardiac arrest cause her death.

Second, another officemate/friend will leave us again. He texted us telling that his last day at office will be on Tuesday. Told us that he can’t say it in front of us a while ago because he might probably cry so he just texted it. I was at MRT that time and I was standing inside the train when I read his message. I can’t help it; my eyes became teary while I’m replying to his text. Too many flashbacks came to my mind, other friends who also left. (wah anu nlang kaya inisip ng mga nkaupo na kaharap ko?!! Nag-eemote ako dun.hehe) Wah!! It was really sad that someone close to you will have to say goodbye. Wishing him goodluck to the next company he'll be working with and all the best to whatever he may do. Thanks gurl!hehe (nakiki-gurl din kc sya smen)

Anyway, congrats David Cook!! Bwahaha biglang ganun ^_^ you’re the man!!!

Thursday, May 08, 2008

LIfe is a Bitch!



every morning wake up,
thinking of not going to work!

but we have no choice,
but to do it,
so we brush our teeth,




and go to shit!




quickly eat breakfast




prepare to go to work.




at work, we work for the
whole day, and seeing
someone we dont like!





our closest friend is the PC




and with the terrible PC
(Programming *&%#@)
we work until feel like dying!



After working, we still have
to finish tones of work!





Everyday we always check
at the calendar and looking
forward to Saturday and
public holidays.




..THAT'S OUR LIFE! BITCH!

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Not all goes well, ends well...

It was our company outing yesterday to Enchanted Kingdom. As UCEP member, Aicah and I were assigned as marshals in our bus. Everything went well during our travel going to EK, though I came late to the implied assembly time (thank GOD they didn’t leave yet, uh db pasaway na marshal, late ever!!! And I hate it!late forever!!!). It was a perfect day, though it was really hot. Everyone was having fun; taking every ride they can (san ka pa wla na effect sken ang anchor’s away sa daming beses nmen sumakay dun.hehe), eating every food they can buy in the park, and having the time of their lives relaxing with their families and friends.

And the time to go home came, it was 9pm and everyone should be at the bus that time, and as marshals we should be the one checking if everyone was in the bus, but since we hadn’t take our dinner yet we decided to buy our food and later eat it in the bus. And it was a wrong moved!!! It took us long before we got our orders and unfortunately 2 of our orders were not really available and so we just take another order (tama bang napunch ng lahat lahat tpos wla nman pla at late na ng sinabing wla!!! Amf!). It took us almost an hour before we got all our orders. Ma’am Rika called at my phone asking where we are?! I think everyone was pissed off what taking us too long, told her that we’re just waiting for our food and be there once got our orders. And when where walking towards our bus, I’m not wrong; there were people outside the bus waiting for us... waah!!! Scary!!! How I wished that time that I just vanished and went somewhere…far from the angry faces of the people. I didn’t know what to say even say sorry and explain what made us that long inside the park. Every one of us who were late to return in the bus was really ashamed that time. Waah!! Where is my sense of responsibility?!?!! I wasn’t able to finish the food inside the bus, the food that we waited and the reason of our delay. The incident really bothers me… **sigh**



To everyone who was in our bus, please accept our apologies…
We’re really SORRY...